assalammualaikum semua,
even yela siapa je baca ni,maybe tade pun yang baca but 'salam' tu wajib hihihi. so apa kabar semua? (again,rasa macam sesia tanya but still na tanya jugak even tade respond hihihi) 

so again why im here? basically because i feel today i need a space untuk bebel (boleh ta alasan ni?) you know,life since sufi tade is not easy. da tade sape da na dengar kita bebel. even yes,dulu dia dengar pun sebab tpaksa but yela,still ada orang yg tadah telinga jugakkan? 

so far my life is good,Alhamdulillah. yela,walaupun not that good,sebab losing someone you love is not somethg good you see. but again Alhamdulillah Im still breathing. despite of all nonsense plans dulu like terjun jambatan pulau penang (mati kalau dilah tbaca post ni hahaha) 'sorry dilah,tu masa memula ja time frust,la ni takdaq dah' *smile bitterly*. 

but yela,sapa ta rasa rasa camtu? i never imagine my life without sufi. never ever. so when he walks away without diri ini merelakan,diri ini harus redha. wajib redha,exactly. so now you guys mesti tahu why im here kan? yes i need space. to let it all out; my sad feeling and yes,how i miss sufi actually. ini bodoh,i know. rindu pada yang da tade. but,i guess im not good in saying goodbye.

p/s: im sorry post ni sounds _____
p/ss: i miss you

dreamt of you,
wake up with tears falling down my cheeks,
but its normal baby,so normal for me,
and you know why its happening,
its you,all because of you.

i miss you.