Name

Talking about name and its meaning. And how it gives effects to one's behavior. My friend's name's just consist of one word. And we just found out that his name has no meaning. So he has this thought that he wanted to change his name later on. But i said to him 'don't,because name was the first present that our parents gave to us'. So sayangi nama anda alright :)

Flying

I don't know how to express my feelings regarding the missing of the MH370 flight to Beijing. For me myself, being on board still not my favorite thing. But what to do,since its the only option for me to go back and forth from Malaysia to Newcastle.  Its a scary thing you know. Since you are like thousands feet up in the air. If anything happen,you can't just jump out the plane,you can't. You have no other way out. Which I think,that's the scariest part of it. Honestly,i don't know what to expect. If we look at the hours that the plane had gone missing and with its fuel capacity,the plane must have been landed somewhere. Just,honestly i don't know what to expect. I've been active on Twitter,scrolling through the tweets and its all because of MH370. How I have a high hope that all the crews and passengers will come home alive (Amin) Its heart breaking enough to read all the news about them and to see some of passengers pictures before they went on board. Ya Allah,make it easy for the rescue team to rescue them. 

Nobody knows when the last goodbye is. Therefore,always create good memories with people around us especially with the loved ones. So that, if it become our last goodbye,it will be a memorable one. Say what you want to say/whats on your mind/in your heart. Because life is too short to keep everything inside! Like,i'm missing my mum right now. And i'm might be a terrible sister but i do love my siblings wholeheartedly. Oh and I miss you M and of course missing my baby bella,sya,ct and all my seniors; kak iqa,kak hani,abg bob and so on .. #heartconfession #okaybye #prayforMH370

Rindu

Rindu anis,
Rindu adik,
Do you ever miss kakak? :(

Dear M

kadang ily rasa takda hubungan yang tak bermasalah and berdepan dengan ujian. macam kata harith iskander "ada ke patut orang letak status kat facebook as complicated? relationship mana ada tak complicated. semua complicated". then again,even complicated mana pun,ily percaya..kalau kita ikhlas,jujur sayang menyayangi,takkan ada masalah yang tak mampu kita selesaikan.

yang ikhlas dan jujur menyayangi,
                            ily

Siapa Sangka

sitting in the library.
keseorangan.
kawan bergurau? tiada.
buka buku,baca.
siapa sangka.

pandang depan.
'ah si mata biru'
tengok tepi.
'ah blondies'
siapa sangka.

'excuse me'
'thank you'
'terima kasih'? tiada.
english sahaja.
siapa sangka.

"Sebenarnya takda motif pun post ni. Just..yela,siapa sangka. Ily yang lembik,manja berada jauh beribu batu dari mama,dari rumah. Siapa sangka Ily masih mampu lagi senyum,kuat untuk melangkah. Siapa sangka sekarang mampu bergerak sendiri tanpa teman disisi (even kawan rajin inbox risaukan Ily kat sini -.-' ILY OKAY GUYS! HIHI) Even diri sendiri pun tak sangka. Allah,terima kasih atas kekuatan yang dipinjamkan. Syukur. Ah homesick"

Sob-Ba-Ro

Kehidupan kat sini banyak mengajar erti SABAR. Sabar dengan orang sekeliling, even kurang berkenan dengan perangai orang and orang kurang berkenan dengan kita, but still we just have each other kat sini - as a muslim and malaysian. Sabar dengan ujian dalam pelajaran, even dapat markah rendah pun, kene sabar, takkan lah nak lari balik kampung (?). Sabar dengan cuaca, cuaca sejuk, sampai kadang pagi malas nak pergi kelas (iye,another excuses). Sabar dengan diri sendiri, perut sendiri sebab kadang mengidam nak makan masakan rumah, and sabar dengan rindu, berperang dalam hati sendiri (rinduuu..). So phase SABAR ni akan dilalui lagi sampai June, sorry I can't tolerate lebih dari June, I really really wanna go home (sabar ilyyy..).

need you now M

Received some unhappy texts.
And nightmares. Its been so long.
AH a bad morning,i must say.

"But its okay,i'll be fine"
I say to myself.
So cheer up ily!